Thursday, March 24, 2011

chill it out, but can't

     I want you right now!!!
    No matter what, I just want to be with you, but you are always with her...
   you will only look for me if you have a problem and for me, it is unfair. it is true that i said that i understand whatever you want to do. but for me, it is just too much. you make me feel like i am a fool, an idiot.
i know much things, but due to you egoistics, i pretend not to know anything.


   i know that our life is a journey. once you did this to me, i will remember it for the rest of my life.
  maybe sometimes i pretend to feel like there is nothing to be afraid of, but sometimes, I feel like wanna kill you and burn your decease. 
  I admit that I LOVE YOU. but for all of your doings had make me abonded and am nothing for you. I am waiting for your promises, I am just waiting to fulfill my promises towards you, but from the starts to this moment I am the only one do the most sacrificing. It is me. 
         
you're such a stupid man... I hate you!!!! hate you very much!! but the more i hate you, the more i love you.... the more i love you, it hurts me even much greater... why should i feel this feeling? please go, but i wont let ot go after everything we had done together.. i miss our moment. i miss you.. please come back to me.. please... coz i love you...
  But let us make it clear.. If you come back to me, you find me back, you look for me, i will always be here for you....
   But if you just letting me go, then, there is no doubt that we are not mean together...