make it up

okay, after severel times we divorced, have fighting, I had made it up, and I will just wait, even it is hard for me to do so.. It he is meant for me, then I I am the most bahagia person in this world. But if he is not, kalo dia bukan milikku, aku bunh pompuan tu!!! , I just wish he will never existed in my life..

I am not the kind of person who like to talk about him to others. but maybe once I cannot keep it in myself, it will just go like that..

I had punished others sorry my friends for his mistake...

I had just punished myself besauce of him what a stupid action i had done!!!, and he was jus having his bestest time with that fucking girl.. what should i do?? I am not a robot..

 I have the jelousy  inside... I need his attention... He should be regrettng this if I am doing something that he dislike very much.. But he is aching me... Killing my heart was just the most cruel thing that he is doing..

what a broken grammar!!!! sometimes, I am thinking of letting him go.. Go!!! Just like that....! But I keep thinking, can I do that?? If I am letting him go, then, he must be back to his original condition.

 So, I keep lying myself, that I am  trying to change him into another person....

The person who can lead me to a more good person one day... But now, I just dont know, What am I to him??

He was just keeping his distance from me.. Maybe it is my fault to say that i understand him fo whatever he wanted to do.. But announcing that he is engage to that fucking girl make me crying, and I hate that very much taht I could do anything to just make him stop whatever he is doing right now...

I know that tonight, he must be with the girl... having fun.. wonder if he remember of me... because every minutes in my life, I keep thinking of him.. He is my prince, my hero, my everything... 

I miss you...

I misss you very much..

I do really miss you very much, and I wonder if you know it..

You told me to do as there is nothing happened.

you said that you love me...

you said that you just wanna play with her heart, and now, you are playing with my heart also... 

Maybe you will never feel this, because you always sell your love to everyone, even to the one whom you never sure who she is...

hey, I am the Qaseh Purnama... Sorry, but only by that I can be near to you, but, by doing that, I am destroying myself...

but, dont worry, because, even i can't live a life without you, I will never do the stupid things that you had done... I promise it..

Sebook

awal sem nie, aku sebook melobi diri untuk menjoin banyak aktiviti... actually, it is not too much, but since i have to struggle and handle with some people's behaviour, so it seems ;like there are sooooooo many things that had to be settle. FUCK THAT IDIOT!!!
    It has been a very long time didn't merepek'ing in here...
    Well, as I know, I can't sign in inti this blog here, in Muamalat. But, once I saw a few person updating their blog, I tried to open my blog, and, it is a big success of being able to be in here again... Hahahaha..... BUAT GELAK JAHAT MACAM ABANG HANIF... NGEEEEE....
     Just now, i received a message asking me not to disturb him until this Sunday. but I had an experience, once he say something like that, don't call him, just wait for him to contact you... COZ HE WILL GET ANGRY IF HE IS IN MIDDLE OF SOMETHING IMPORTANT, THEN SOMETHING CALLED GANGGUAN TEKNOLOGI DISTURBING HIM... HE MIGHT BE KILLED...
    So, I was just be waiting, and waiting, and waiting like the bird si pungguk missing its moon rindukan bulan...

    

ha.. harinie, kita nak share sama anda satu lagu kegemaran kita...

eceh... poyo je ayat2 aku nie... heheehe...

enjoy these songs and hope you would like it!!!

Cabaran Sem II 2011 di UUM

Cabaran Sem II di UUM, aku rasakan sem nie aku banayk main... *baru minggu kedua la che Fatin!!* Apa pon, aku tetap rasa aku banyak amin since aku banyak buang masa, and aku macam sedikit tidak bermotivasi. Mengapakah?? Kejutan budaya melandakah?? Ataupon ada punca yang lain yang aku tidak ketahui punca dan hujung pangkalnya.

     Sem nie jadi lebih mencabar bila laptop kesayangan aku LINGKOP.... Lingkop in meaning tak boleh digunapakai secara total dan Pendrive yang menjadi sambungan nyawa kepada Laptop tersebut tiada di tangan. aku terpaksa bergantung harap kepada sistem internet dan menyimpan semua kerja kursus dan segala jenis homework kat dalam draft e-mail aku. sangat sinple, but still sangat membebalkan bila aku terlupa nak save draft yang aku buat tu...
      Tahu la kalau masuk lab, sama je ngan CC, segala fail akan dipadam bila sistem direstartedkan. Maka, segala penat lelah dan idea tahap genius pon akan terlenyap dengan sekali klik... As simple as that..
      Azam aku, tak mau bagi orang pinjam duet, and akan menjadi sekedekut yang aku mampu, even dengan Pekndak Kafeteria tu. Kalau dapat tempat yang boleh bagi harga lagi murah, tempat tu la yang akan menjadi mangsa kunjngan terhormat aku.. *Kalah azam tahun baru dah nie...*
     Kepada sesiapa yang rasa dia ada hutang dengan aku tu, semoga Allah bukakan pintu hatinya untuk menjelsakan dengan kadar yag paling segera dan terdekat. 
      Blog merupakan salah satu punca pendapatan masa kini. Dengan kreativiti masing-masing, diharap agar ramai rakyat Malaysia akan mendapat faedah daripada kemajuan masa kini ini.Amin...
  P/s; banyak lagi cara sebenarnya, cuma malas @ tak pandai nak cari @ qosek...

Hi There!!!

SEBUAH UNIVERSITI PENGURUSAN TERKEMUKA...

INSYA-ALLAH...

Yuhuuu...
Susah la sekarang nie nak update BLOG... Sebab kat Muamalat tak boleh sign in, terpaksa la mengUPDATEkan BLOG kat Fakulti Ekonomi atau lebih popular denagn nama panggilan FE dalam kalangan pelajar-pelajar dan juga pensyarah, tidak terkecuali juga para staf-staf disini...
    Kepeningan melanda students UUM semenjak UUm selalu mentransformasikan diri. Ini adalah kelemahan pihak pelajar yang sangat tidak alert akan perubahan-perubahan yang dilakukan oleh pihak pentadbiran. Tapi, nak salahkan sebelah pihak je pon tak patut. Yela kan, kalau dah usaha pihak berwajib tak cukup, macam mana pelajar nak dapat info secara keseluruhan...
   OK, sekarang jangan tuding jari nak salahkan semua pihak... Channel banyak, kita cuma perlu cari sendiri, takkan semua pon asyik nak tunggu orang datang bagi kat kita kan... Sangat tak praktikal dan tidak berdikari...
     Sekurang-kurangnya seorang pelajar ada sedikit maklumat tentang tempat pengajiannya, dan dikongsi dengan rakan-rakan lain, lepas tu, kalau ada kesedaran, maklumat akan tersebar... Kalau FACEBOOK dan TWITTER, MYSPACE, BLOG dan banyak lagi laman-laman sosial boleh tersebar, tidak mustahil maklumat-maklumat tentang UUM tidak boleh.
    Ada sesetengan pihak yang kreatif dan menjadikan laman web sosial sebagai medium perantaraan. Ini kerana mereka sedar bahawa para pelajar lebih gemar mengsign inkan FACEBOOK daripada LEARNING ZONE.
    Sebagai seorang pelajar di sebuah UNIVERSITI PENGURUSAN TERKEMUKA, saya berharap agar saya pon dapat menjadi seorang yang mampu bergerak seiring dengan kemahuan Universiti dan mengelakkan lebih banyak kebaziran dalam modal pekerja terlatih. Diharap agar kesedaran tentang peri pentingnya sebyah pengurusan yang penuh beretika itu dapat membantu diri, keluarga, bangsa 1MALAYSIA dan juga ekonomi negara. INSYA-ALLAH...